Sunday, April 01, 2007
Lord, i wonder why i feel so injusticed sometimes, but let me know that when some things happen, it could be my fault.. yesterday, a 2nd intake girl came up to me and told me that someone told her i was weird during i lesson i did not attend.. Lord, i admit that i behave weirdly sometimes, but she didn't have to tell the new people like that? but Lord, let me not hold a grudge against her..
i've been pretty tired in school nowadays, thinking of what people were thinking and all.. Lord, give me the peace of mind and that i don't have to worry about what they thought of me anymore.. but for now, i shall put all my time into studies and CCA, and i don't care about them anymore.. maybe this is part of your plan for me to place more emphasis on my studies, Lord, and i thank You because it will be a beautiful plan..
Lord, i also pray that You will bless Jasmine with a speedy recovery from her condition, and that she will be discharged from hospital soon.. i really hope she does not have to go through that painful ordeal, that she will return to her chirpy self once again..
Finally, Lord, though i haven't really given up yet, i admit i have grown weary in my attempts.. Lord, i ask not for her to love me, but that You will let her know that i have never let her down.. Lord, You know i was not the one who spread her name around, so let her believe me, Lord.. or if it is Your will, let her not, that she will have an easier time removing me from her memory.. Lord, i trust in You and that You have plans for my future.. i will strive hard to achieve what is best for me, and in turn glorify Your name, and for all the beautiful things that have appeared in my life, i thank You..
i've been pretty tired in school nowadays, thinking of what people were thinking and all.. Lord, give me the peace of mind and that i don't have to worry about what they thought of me anymore.. but for now, i shall put all my time into studies and CCA, and i don't care about them anymore.. maybe this is part of your plan for me to place more emphasis on my studies, Lord, and i thank You because it will be a beautiful plan..
Lord, i also pray that You will bless Jasmine with a speedy recovery from her condition, and that she will be discharged from hospital soon.. i really hope she does not have to go through that painful ordeal, that she will return to her chirpy self once again..
Finally, Lord, though i haven't really given up yet, i admit i have grown weary in my attempts.. Lord, i ask not for her to love me, but that You will let her know that i have never let her down.. Lord, You know i was not the one who spread her name around, so let her believe me, Lord.. or if it is Your will, let her not, that she will have an easier time removing me from her memory.. Lord, i trust in You and that You have plans for my future.. i will strive hard to achieve what is best for me, and in turn glorify Your name, and for all the beautiful things that have appeared in my life, i thank You..
shout to the Lord 12:21 am